ok my blog has been dead for quite some time. i know its late and i feel so sleepy but was blog reading and im super tempted to blog at such late hour.

hahaha. ok. my knee hurts. its not healing fast enough. you gotta heal quickly knee, you cost me an upcoming match on 18 april ): ): ): i've only myself to blame, for not forcing myself to swallow the humongous pill and turning up for training on fri thus letting mr andrew learn abt my injured poor knee. now i walk like bai ka, or so i've heard frm many.

damn. i miss the pae 1s11 so much. those were the best time ever. no work, nth to worry abt. we clicked and become friends, like we've known each other since forever. i need things to be back to where they were. im tired of thinking and thinking abt it, getting frustrated and trying to fix it - cos things are never going the way i want. its so hard to trust, really. never did i expect things to turn out this way, i never wanted. would things be how they are now, if we go different ways, i often wonder. i rather we miss each other, then it to turn shitty sour.

we're so close, yet so far.
i guess, i cant have the best of both worlds.