bro was driving thru the longest tunnel in southeast asia, and it seemed like i'll never get out.
eventually i did, and i hope it applies to everything now. but its really long and you never know when its over.

they think im not trying my best. but ive put in what i could to be much much better. shouldnt this suffice?


well, maybe not.


i dreaded today to come ALOT. cos im sick of facing everything that makes me so worn out. on top of that, i was super tired during lessons. then training. kindof disappointed with my performance. esp when we offered to demo cheese and i forgot abt the switch at that moment. wanted to curse myself so badly. and i think my wrist is slightly injured. boohoo.

I REALLY WANT US TO WIN. SR DEFENCE, WE CAN DO IT (:

so anw, hows your cny? cos mine went pretty ok, just some boredom here and there but its fine. if only my cousins of my age werent all over the globe, i think it would have been more meaningful, cos im always very envious of those who have hell lotsa fun with thier cousins, while i rot somewhr in the corner, hearing my parents chatting away with idk who.

well, my aunt told me i looked very different. my face became SHORTER. goodness, you could hear pieces of my heart splattering everywhr please. ROUND FACE MAN. OMGZZ.

i have integration test tmr. should i flunk it? cos i know absolutely nth abt it. ZILCH. yknow, the way the sch dealt with those retest cases was totally stupid. having us miss supp lessons to go for a waste-time-rexam was like no point. we're alr so weak, why make us miss it when theres an intention of promoting us? RIDICULOUS.

if theres anything i could do to build up my stamina for studies, i'd gladly do so.
in fact, i needed perserverance in everything else.

stamina, baby, stamina.