im DAMN angry. im so gna shorten my skirt back to the orginal length. shit man it looks strange now and i feel weird wearing it. i dont like folding my skirt. its SO hot. i cant wait to get out of SR. its so suffocating in here. the discipline is like ohmygod i tell you. they catch girls for their fringe. you're prolly laughing your ass off now.

hehe i got a secret diet plan but i shall not reveal it until i have the time to carry it out. now cannot cos of match, i mean i dont want to be feeling fainty and weak, and then i wont be at my best. plus going to sch kinda wont let it be carried out successfully so yeap i think june hols. dont come and you're so skinny alr blah blah blah. i only want flatter tummy with nice abs :D and hopefully a slimmer face buttttt, i dont know how is that possible.

haha only IF, i do really decide to do so.

my life is so boring now man. i know i shld be mugging but i didnt do so today. i cant study if my day is ruined. its a bad habit and i really cant get rid of it cos it boils down to the fact that i just cant get myself to be focused by then. even when i do my work, it would never be a good piece. aiya idk how to describe why i cant study everytime i face shit.

is it you, them or me? its me. my existence serves no purpose. im nothing but a sad thing. everything's so fucking screwed up.