today's a special day ♥

in a whole, ytd was awesome. sj's still as lovable as eveerrr. i was super late and she didnt complain but greeted me with her asthmatic laughter. HAHA. time spent with her was really great and it brought me back to sec sch days again. its those girls who really know me inside out and even tho we dont meet up as often, you still feel that they're a part of you. looveee you dear (:

im so upset that i cant go eat sushi with them today cos of damn sch and then flea market with ql and sj ): wahlau i want to go. i wna go shoppingggg. depressing. sometimes i really regretted taking this path. stress, pressure to do well. on top of that, sigh i dont think i can say them here.

idk why. why it is just like that. i know its wrong but sometimes i just hate you so much. its bcos of you, some part of my life is missing and i'll never get it. ever again.

some people just have it better and easier and you spend the whole of your life figuring out why, instead of focusing on whats wrong with yours. and even if you do, theres nothing you can do about it.