i cant describe the fear in me. its really uncomfortable having to suppress it and hoping that it'll go away soon. i'll think abt how much i have to study, how much im behind, how difficult it is and what happens if i dont do well. and i really wished i had sth to lean on.
i am not supposed to express my emotions at all.
and then, i wake up almost every night, feeling afraid of many things, unable to go back to sleep. i feel so sicky today somemore. phlegm-y throat, stuffy head.. i tried to study but my progress is damn slow, which makes me worry more. this makes me think abt how tight my time is and blah blah blah.. it goes on and on.
ughh, ignore me. i hope this goes away soon. i hate being like that.
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