You just wna curl up in the bed and hide from the rest of the world, escape from everything when you think about things you will never be able to change. Give up on them, and hope life takes take pity on you and cut you some slack. But the more you try to hide, the more they haunt you. You can't run way and you HAVE TO wake up and face them in a matter of time. So I just force myself to get on w life no matter how much it sucks.