Just have to go thru times when I wish people will be there alone. Dk if it's predetermined to be like that. Doesn't work that way, to only share good times and not the bad. Wished one day when the going gets tough, I can face it feeling blessed. Oh well. Such is life. I think I'm dealing w everything well. Pretty numb to all of them, I don't think it's possible to get hurt any further now, or get any much happier too. Emotions won't be affecting me greatly I hope, which is good news for now.