i cant believe it. gh if you're reading this, im TERRIBLY sorry cos i watched Coming Soon today. OMGGGG. wanling and i like freaked out totally. she ah, was getting jittery over lil stuff even before the movie started. if it was not for touch rug jacket i wont know whr to hide my face.

i hid behind my jacket for 99.9999999% of the time. HHAHAHAHA. but according to wanling its actly not very scary. still, im super scared now. my heart skips over the slightest sound i hear. idk how am i going to survive the night and for the next few weeks. i dont even dare to open my cupboard, i dont dare to move, the thought of going to the toilet alone freaks me out. shit. i cant even study properly. i neeeeeeeeeed someone badly man. i need to feel safe. the damn white eyeballs and bloody face is imprinted in my mind alr. i think i need to call someone tonight. if you're a kind soul please call me, but not too late or out of the blue cos you might scare me.

I SWEAR I'LL NEVER WATCH ANOTHER HORROR MOVIE EVER AGAAAIINN.
wahlau this is so stupid really. betcha all laughing your ass off.

then after movie, it was chippy's cheesy curry chicken, fish, fried mars bar at the underpass outside pizzahut. happy happy cos the food was yummy yummy. but it seems like the picnic plan is going to be cancelled ): ohwell. can use the time to study study. i am feeling so guilty for missing P&C lecture today.

i want to stop skipping lectures, pay attention during lectures, stop skipping school like free, do all my tutorials ON TIME.

tmr we're agaisnt hc. super nervous ttm. but i know, we'll either draw or win. we can really really do this girls. we have to prove ourselves. on mon, during P's rally, mr tan was like saying his track and field (i think) team was so committed to the extent that they train during cny's eve and that was why they succeeded. and yknow, sr touch did just that. we were doing pt like crazzeee and were rewarded with cheesecake :D i rmb the star jumps and berpes - KILLER. the amount of effort we put in will definitely pay off (:

its 11:28pm alr and i havent had dinner. dont feel like eating alr but i really need the carbos for tmr. im so sleepy. its better that i fall asleep before everyone does and not wake up until tmr so morning so i dont need to disturb anyone by calling them.

whyareyounotheretomakemefeelatease.