Waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless and disappointing.

every goddamn thing is so short-lived. that is why i dont pin hopes in any single thing - i refuse to. i feel horrible in every aspect. i even have the feeling that im falling sick. i keep having the hot-cold feeling. yknow, the kind you get when you have fever? like you feel heat radiating from your body esp your neck but you actly feel cold. its like cold heat or sth idk if it has a proper name haha. so anw to make things not sound better, i think i tore my muscle.

hang in there. yeah, for who and what?